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[Jun. 23rd, 2007|11:00 am] |
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Wow, I still have my lifejournal... Found it yesterday while browsing my old things on internet and thinking of Deckleswood and if it has reopened - as I pittyfully see, it has not :( My life has changed again. Its 1 and 1/2 year since I posted my last entery and I really hadnt time to anything. Well, ok, I had, but I dont know. Maybe I had to find myself. So... the changes of my life, dough? So... the biggest one is that I finally FINISHED high school!!! Yup! And now, I am at the university, peeps! I study with all the big people! *squeeks* And guess what? I studi MEDICINE! I never thought I would, cause I hate blood (-.-), but I really do now! My second change is a bit less wonderful - my beloved mother threw me out of home, cause I have "destroyed her whole life and career, with my being". Since then, I was livin with my grandmother, who took me and now I live in Vienna, cause of the Uni. About relationships... wow... I had a beautiful one for one whole year. We planed to merry and have babies and all the beautiful little thingies, but... He was a complicated personality and I was not able to go through all his wishes and wants *sighs*. Now I have made my priorities in my studies. I have the most important exam of my life on July 2nd and I HAVE TO make it. So busy learning! I promisse, I will post now more regularry after that date, as I want to be a part of your lifes again, if you want that as well *wink, hope, bounce* I will finish for now as my Anathomy and Physiology and Biochemistry books are already waiting for me. Thanx for reading, whoever did that!
Luv ya all! |
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[Feb. 19th, 2006|09:50 pm] |
Jan Paulisin
Circle I Limbo Saddam Hussein
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow George Bush
Circle IV Rolling Weights Dusan Zachar
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Juraj Slovak
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas father
Circle VII Burning Sands mother
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Peter Nemcok
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|07:15 pm] |
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On the other day, Geo came for a visit to Barbara right after an exam in the morning (he did not pass, as usually :p). Barbara was writing a homework at her PC. It was an essey about Faust. Geo took a seat on the chesterfield in the same room and took out his exercise book, everything without telling a single word. He made it confortable, with a good view on Barbs and started to learn. Suddenly, Barbara felt a pair of eyes on herself. She turned her head to Geo: "What is it?" He blushed and poked his eyes back into the book: "No, witch... Go on, continue learning!" he muttered. Barbara grinned and in 10 minutes stood up from her PC, as she was done... Geo followed her with his eyes as she was moving across the room. She took a seat next to him and leaned on his shoulder. He cuddled her closer to himself and showed her the stuff (economy was it), he was learning. She felt happy. She felt so protected and loved that she could happily die there. She looked up at Geo and he looked down at her. Both of them knew that this illness wont be cured so easily... |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|10:06 am] |
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Ok, we can continue our crazy storry:
Barbara turned on her mobile phone on the other morning. 17 missed calls... "Mh... 17 from Geo..." thought she. Last one came at 1:12 AM, despite he had a race 2 days later. He should have fall asleep at 10:00 PM as his trainer said...
2 SMS messages... Barbara opened the first one: "I just am wondering, what the hell is happening with you again... you are acting like an old toad..." She rolled her eyes and thought: "Yes, this is my typical George... He never changes..." Then, she opened the second one: "Sweetie, I really do not know why you are mad at me. If I did or said something you did not like, please, forgive me... I am really sorry!" She stayed there in wonder: "Wow! Geo - asking for forgiveness... I am speachless!" then she started to laugh and grinned: "Fine... I will let you "bake" a bit longer... Try to call me once more and then, you maybe will get an answer!" With a devilish gleam she waited not more than 20 minutes.
"Riiiiiiiiing!!!!"
Yes, it was him...She did not pick up, despite she wrote a message: "I really do not know why you are in such a stress! My phone is not working! I can not influence it! Anyway, you should not care about me answering you or not! I do not wanna stay on this dead spot. It is tiering me... You neither want to date me, or be my bf, nor "just" to fuck me, friends are not doing what we are so WHAT do you want? Hah?"
She got an aswer very quickly: "I am happy that yuo replyed finally! I thought that you died, or what! And who told you that I do not want you for sex when I already have you!!!((he thinks that sex is already passionate french kissing)) And for dating? Erm... I never told I do not... I do not know..."
So Barbara continued, she almost had him, where she wanted to get him: "Oh, wonderful... So now you think that I will wait for you forever till you decide? Duh? Sweetie... There are maybe 5 more boys that want to start dating me (Oliver, John, Johny, Andy, Martin, Shany, ok, 6 :p), not just you. I want to have a bf and you have the first place atm, that is why I am asking you. I do not wanna play around with more boys. I hope you can understand..."
Geo: "What???!!! And how do you you want that to be like? Huh? Do you want to go through the streets, holding hands, or what? How do you think our dating should look alike?"
Barbs: "Sure, Geo, YOU ARE TERRIBLE! You always transform everything in such dimensions that one could go crazy! I am not 13, darling... I am into a serious relationship!"
Geo: "Well... if it would be like it is, we could try it officially... :) So will you be my girlfriend? Can we do it like that? :)"
Babs: "Sure, honey, we can :)" |
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[Jan. 31st, 2006|08:44 pm] |
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Christmas passed. George got a cold and was not even able to go to his training. They did not see each other for more than 10 days. In the midtime, Barbara promissed to herself that she will never fall in love with him. She liked the way they were „not loving“ each other, having such a wonderful free relationship. Her best friend – Natalie and her second best friend – Martin, were the only two person in the whole wide world, who knew about George. Both told her that this relationship will end up with a murder or with a wedding... She just shook her head everytime that she did not love him. Well, we will see.
On that evening were Barbara and Natalie going shopping together. They wanted to go to have a coffee in Paladium, but suddenly, Barbara got a phone-call:
„Hi sweetie!“
„Yes, George?“
„Erm... I will finish my training in about half an hour. Do you want to see me?(sure you want... :p)“
„I am sorry to disappoint you, but I am with my best friend now and I won´t tell her to go away just because of a man...“
„Ok, honey, I am happy you two will pick me up at five! Bye, my trainer is calling me!“
Click...
„He dropped...“ told Barbara to Natalie with a rised eyebrow. Natalie just giggled and winked „Now don´t tell me you won´t meet him! I don´t wanna be a bother between the two of you!“ Barbara looked at Naths in shock: „??? No way! When „our darling“ wants to see me, he has to adjust to our plan... I am not dancing like he plays, that is not my way...“ Natalie looked at Barbara in wonder and could not let out any word. But her friend replyed very energyfully: „Fine, Naths, prepair! Today, you will meet George!“
***
Riiiiiiing, riiiiiiiing...
„Yes???“
„Where are you two?“
„We are waiting in front of the stadion...“
„Oh, yes... I can see you...“
Nath and Babs were standing under a big umbrella as it was terribly raining. Babs´ shoes were all wet and it was quite cold. George appeared from behind a corner: „Hi gals!“ Barbara rolled her eyes and replyed: „Hi George!“ Then she turned to Nathalie and continued: „Naths, this is George... George, this is my bestest friend – Nathalie...“ The both squeezed their hands and kissed their cheeks. Barbara looked rakashly at her darling: „What about me?! I won´t get a kiss???“ He grinned, told: „Sure...“ and kissed her forehead... She stayed there in wonder and Nath and George pulled her to move along...
„Fine, we are going to the C-C-Club...“ agreed all the three. It was not that far from the stadion, anyway there was so much water on the street that they almost swam. Barbara looked in horror at a big „lake“ in the middle of the street: „No, I won´t go through, my feet are cold and wet anyway, they do not have to be even colder and wetter...“ George smiled and told: „No problem... I will carry you through...“ But Barbara remembered her X-boyfriend, how he always carried her around and replyed: „No way!“ and spotted a stone in the middle of the street. With a longer leap, she reached it and with another jump, she was on the other side of the street.
***
„Fine, youngsters, what would you like to drink?“ asked the waitress in the pub.
„I want tea...“ told Barbara. „Me too...“ told George quickly, grinning. „Me three...“ smiled Naths, but then again: „No, joking... I want espresso... :p“
„How was your Christmas, hun?“ asked Barbara, looking at George.
„Fine... But we did not buy any presents... Dad went after the dinner out, we heard a shot, dad came back in, sad face,tears in his eyes and told to me and my brother: „Children, something terrible happened... Santa commited suecide...““ After a laugh attack, George continued: „You know that we are doing this new horse stables and it takes too much money... So we decided not to buy anything to each other... Btw, you look good... You got fetter, duh? You should lose some weight, or you will look like an elephant!“
Barbara just frowned and looked at George, „Well, that is your oppinion... Most boys around me love my figure... And I don´t care about you, or anyone, but about myself.“
***
„Darling, when is your bus leaving?“
„You know, sweetie, that at half past six... Will you go with me to the station?“
Babs smirked: „Well... It is so cold and still rainy... I don´t know...“
George looked at her in wonder: „We did not see each other for almost two weeks... and you don´t want to go with me?!“
Natalie broke up the conversation: „Yes, we are going with you and no comments, Babs!!!“ Barbara looked at Natalie in wonder and kicked her under the table.
***
„Fine, so what is new at your´s, sweetie? Hm?“ asked George, short before they left. „I am starting to learn French! And so does Naths!“ replyed Barbara and smiled.
„Really?“ smiled George, „So tell me something in French!“
Natalie was again faster, than Barbara: „Come on, tell him „Je t´ aime!““ Barbara blushed as hell and kicked Natalie under the table again. She was not used to be „the weaker one“ in the relationship. She just stood up, muttering took her coat and headed to the exit.
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They walked slowly towards the station and George got his typical smirky grinn: „Well... I never will get married! Every woman is the same! I mean, there is no difference among them. It does not matter, which one you get into your bed and which not. I never was in love and I don´t think I ever will...“ Barbara felt a bun in her neck, but didn´t lose her temper and replyed coldly: „Yes, but there are some women, that you want to talk to on the other morning... That they are not just good looking, good in bed, but also intelligent...“ The conversation finished very coldly and Barbara knew that George was playing a kind of game with her. She just did not know what a game...
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Our three friends were standing among the crowd and laughing at something what one of them said. But Nathalie could see something sad in Barbara´s glance. Fortunately, George did not notice. Natalie was laughing, she made a strange movement and almost fell down on the ground. George cought her and she cought his arm not to fall down again. Barbara looked at them and jokingly played jealous. All three of them laughed and Barbara forgot her worries for a while. Suddenly, the bus appeared. George´s face turned earnst. He got nearer and not caring of the other people, or of Nathalie, he gave Barbara a passionate kiss, „I will write you a message, k?“
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„So? What do you think about him?“ asked Barbara, while walking with Naths home. „I don´t know, it is quite hard to read his mind...“ answered Nathalie and frowned, „But I am sure he likes you a lot. But I am not sure if more... it is strange... I can not read in him. That does not happen really often...“ Barbara sighed and told Nathalie: „If he will be so cheeky and impudent, I think I will finish it! I am not used to this! Every boy who wants to get me is so nice. Look at Shan, still treating me so wonderfully, Oliver, Leon, Matt, Jaro, Paul, Mark, John... I could choose anyone... And the new boys at the gym too. I can´t understand myself, why I am still meeting Georg, when I even don´t like him!“ Natalie looked at her friend: „Do what your heart is saying. Do wathever you think is right...“
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Barbara came home and turned on ICQ.Martin was already waiting for her there, „Hi Babs! How is your darling? “ Babs wrote: „yes, yes, fine... but he still does not want to admit what he really feels...“ Martin replyed: „Yes, exactly as you do!“
„Yes...“ nodded Babs and saw that her messenger window flashed: „Hi my little witch...“
„Yes, hi, Geo...“
The both of them had a long talk that evening. It was not so much positive and Barbara decided to finish that „stupid thing“. She damnly well knew, that it could never work. When George wrote one of his stupid comments again, she replyed: „Let it be, Geo...“ and did not reply anymore... Half an hour later, she got another on-line message: Now aren´t you talking to me, or what?“ She was fed up. And Martin told her too, that if he loved her, he would start „singing“. So she answered: „Sorry, going to sleep, good night!“ and switched of her mobile phone. It was Friday night...
Today: Was wonderful! We were with my darling looking for a new mobile for me. His cousin will sell me one as he is working with electronics. I will get a NOKIA 6060. Yay! :) Then Geo went for his training, into the gym and after that he came to see me. Yay! :) We were alone... ehm... He almost missed the bus and I came to choir half an hour later... :p Anyway it was fine! :) I am so happyyyy!!! *bounces around and sings* |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|07:11 pm] |
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When George left, was Barbara feeling strange. It is not her habit to "come so far" on the third meeting - undress shirts. She was lying in bed in the morning and that was when her mobile rang again: I hope you liked, what we did yesterday. It was not much, though it was nice, I hope. Btw, you take me now as your boyfriend??? Kiss!" Barbara rised her eyebrow and let out a very bad word: F**k! This man is terrible! Why does he have to destroy everything?!" She wrote a reply: "No, I do not call "a boyfriend of mine" someone I kiss around a bit. I need time to fall in love..." George wrote back quite quickly: "well... I am happy, because I thought you took it like that... I wanna see you soon again!"
Barbara gulped down the anger she felt in her throat. She knew that she could NEVER fall in love with such a terrible man. Maybe she met him just because he looked good, or she did no know... The only thing she knew was, that he was terrible :)
On the other day came George to pick up Barbara right after his training. He did it quick to be with her as long as possible. They went to a pub together and had a very good time. "Barbara?" asked George suddenly, "Could you go with me to the bus station? I don´t wanna go without you..." Barbara wondered and it was quite cold, but she agreed, "Ok, I can go with you... No problem..." So they left the pub and walked slowly to the station. Passing the church, they met Barbara´s math teacher - Peter :)
The station was pretty crowded. People were nervously waiting for the bus and both, Barbara and George were standing among the crowd. Barbara looked at George and smiled: "Your bus is comming... Take care and give me a buzz, when you arrive, ok?" He smiled and when she turned around and wanted to leave, he pulled her to himself and gave her a sweet and passionate kiss. She shut her eyes open in wonder. He just grinned, winked at her and ran to catch his bus...
Today: Now I am really pissed off! Mum is jelling at me and says that she will throw me out of the flat imediately. I am already used to... Not having my George and my best friend Natalie and my beloved Jesus of course, I would be dead now... I really would... I tried to commit suecide a coupple of times, but never finished... It is because of my fucking relations with my mother...It is shitty... ouh... I was at gym, so am very tired... *yawn* Going to complete my german homeworks... |
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[Jan. 26th, 2006|09:58 pm] |
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George entered the empty flat right after Barbara. She took down her coat and closed Chibi into the bedroom... "Fine, come in and wait for me in the living room, ok?" told Barbara and George nodded. After some minutes of searching for the scores, she put them into the multiJet and made some copies for him. He watched her, sitting on a big red ball, she used to sit on, while being in the i-net.
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"Fine, here are your scores..." told she, while passing him in the hall. "Thank you," told he and touched something shiny on his chest. "An MP3 player? Wow! Play something... What kind of music are you listening to?" asked she and looked at the player. He wondered, "Well... me? mmmh... Try this..."
She took one of the phones and put it into her ear. He held the second one. She blushed, as she realized that her face was just a few inches far from his. She wanted to look anywhere but on his face. But suddenly, she did... He had half closed eyes and explored her face very closely. Her eyes, her hair, her nose and her lips... He watched her lips very carefully... Getting nearer and nearer... Their lips met in a long and sensual kiss...
"What was that?" asked she...
"I don´t know..." answered he...
"You better go now..." told she...
"Erm... ok... take care..." told he...
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To be continued... |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|11:38 pm] |
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- Barbara has three eyelids.
- Barbara was named after Barbara the taxi driver in Frank Capra's 'It's a Wonderful Life'.
- The first Barbara was made in 1853, and had no pedals!
- Pacman was originally called Barbaraman.
- Never store Barbara at room temperature!
- On average, women blink nearly twice as much as Barbara.
- It's bad luck to whistle near Barbara.
- The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal Barbara.
- Barbara has a bifurcated penis!
- Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Barbara every year.
Stolen from Mattie! :p |
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| Continuing... |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
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It was quite a rainy day. Barbara Blossom was walking to the "I-net caffee" holding a big black umbrella, looking around, where she will see the good known brown eyes. They appered in the door of a shop she was passing by: "Heya, here I am!" She frowned, rolled her eyes and looked at him: "Yes, I can see clearly... So... Why did you want to see me again?" He grinned and looked at her, very very cool: "I was bored..." She gave him an icy look and replyed sarcastically: "Oh, how fine!" They went into the caffee-house... Both of them took fruit tea and sat together in a confortable sofa. He touched her hand "accidentally": "Your hands are cold..." She smiled: "Yes, they are... But my heart is warm... :)" He took her hands and gave them his warmth. They talked a lot. About everything... Sports, school, animals and music. When she told that she had musicscores of Enrique´s "Hero", he wanted to get them badly. "Ok," told she, "when we will leave, I can copy them for you at home... It is near..." He asked with raised eyebrow: "And your parents?" She giggled: "They are not at home... :p"
He started to laugh: "Wonderful! Your parents are not at home and we are sitting in a teahouse..." She calmed him down imediatelly: "I am sorry, but I won´t let any dork through my housdoor..."
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She opened the front door, "Chibi, yes, goood girl... Don´t be too happy!!!" was the first thing she said to her little dog. He was standing shyly at the entrance. "Come in... It will least a bit longer, my printer is too slow..." said she and put away her shoes and took her dog into her arms.
((Babsy is back with her new lifestory! :) Maybe there is still someone, who did not forget her :) and maybe not, but this life-periode is wonderful for me and I need to put it down onto the paper... All this is about the meating of me and my boyfriend, George... :) It started catastrophal and I asked myself, why the hell I met him the second time... Well, God and fortune are really unbelievable... But I guess, while reading this (if someone will do), you will have quite a laugh... :p)) |
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[Jan. 21st, 2006|10:08 pm] |
Her life completely changed. From 25th may 2005, she grew up, got adult and wiser... So now it is time to update again. Last half year was hard for Barbara... She fell in love with Shany... Such a wonderful man, an artist, intelligent, beautiful, sexy and charming... It was one of the nicest periods in her life (june ´05 - october ´05). He asked her to be with him for ever... He asked her to be his only wife... But then they broke up... He lied to her in one thing that she could not forgive.
Now, Barbara Blossom is learning her way to the "matura" to finish the high school studies in Vienna. She has high ambitions - she wants to study medicine.
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When she gave up her love lif and decided to stay alone, into her life came someone, who changed it completely. One day, she was exploring some miracles of virtual world again, when her messenger started to flash...
"Who is that?" she asked herself and replied quickly...
Him:"Hi, I am George..."
Her:"Hi... Barbara is my name..."
Him:"Do you have mood to chat? I am bored..."
Her:"Sure, we can chat a bit..."
***
It started nicely and continued worse than hell...
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Him:"I am breeding horses, sweetie..."
Her:"Oh, really? Wow!"
Him:"Sure, sweetie! And I am the best athlete in the whole country..."
Her:"Wonderful, and you also are the uppishest person in the whole country!"
Him:"Me??? What are you thinking about yourself? I earned money to buy things for myself since I was 10!"
Her:"Sure, when your daddy gave you 200 USD for cleaning up your room, you surely earn money on your own..."
Him:"You are a witch... you never will find an idiot who will fall in love with you!"
Her:"Ouh yes? If my friends should like me just because of money, thank you, I want to be alone! And now let me be, you dainty child with no behaviour!"
Him:"You are terrible!!!"
Her:"Yes?! You are worse!"
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She layed in bed that evening and thought about him. How could someone be so stupid and terrible? Anyway, she could not stop thinking about him... Suddenly, her mobile beeped... "Strange... a message? Who could it be?"
"HELLO DARLING! I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT YOU EVEN NOW. I HOPE YOU DO NOT MIND THE THINGS WE TOLD TO EACHOTHER THROUGH NET. I WOULD BE REALLY SAD. I CAN NOT UNDERSTAND IT, BUT SOMETHING ATTRACTS US TO EACH OTHER LIKE MAGNET AND STEEL. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!" She gave him a buzz and fell asleep: "Crazy man..."
***
It was December 8th ´05... She was walking through the streets and felt so angry! Her stomach trembled and she could not see properly. She needed to let the steam out somehow. But how? She needed to meet someone... She took her mobile:
"George?"
"Yes?"
"Have you got some time?"
"I just arrived to the centre..."
"Meet you in 10 minutes?"
"Ok, let me park the car..."
She looked up onto the top of a bridge, holding her mobile next to her ear: "Where are you?" Her ginger hair was covered with a grey hat and she had a gray coat, like young noble ladies use to wear.
She heard a reply, "I am here..." and saw somebody looking down on her.
"I am George..." said a young good looking man wit hazel-brown eyes and dark-brown hair. His well formed body moved with noblessly next to her, while they were walking towards a pizzeria...
***
A few days later, they chatted again...
Him: "Why dont you ask me, what I am going to do tomorrow?"
Her: "Ok, so what?"
Him: "I have a date... with you..."
Her: "Really? Pitty that I do not know... and when?"
Him: "At 10:00AM... at "I-net caffee"..."
Her: "You are very lucky, that I have some free time..."
Him: "Wonderful, sweetie... :)"
***
To be continued... |
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